Every day of your life is a day you'll never get back. Are you fulfilling your purpose?
Don’t ever think that what you can give is not worth giving. Do what you can do and God will do what you can’t do.
Happy New Years Eve,
It has been a long year for my family and I, but I would not change a thing even if I could. We have been given so many things this year. Life of being clean and sober and being able to raise my kids the correct way.I remember hitting our bottom and what had to be done. We did it, and it was painful. I had to make choices I did not want to have to make. But I did and it is worth it. I have an awesome husband and 2 wonderful kids , Family and a huge support group.
I lost a good friend this year who committed suicide because it was just to painful anymore . It hurt like hell when I found out and how it all happened . I had just talked to JOJO a couple of months before she died. I did not have to use over that . I have learned new ways to live my life through recovery and to use the tools that are in my tools box that God gave me when I walked into the rooms . But God also gave me something else , He let me hit my bottom on being overweight and having diabetes out of control. I truly believe God brought an old friend from high school to come into my life and lead me to a path of loosing weight and getting healthy and giving back to others. I remember that day doing the Breast Cancer Walk with my mom and the hardest time I had making the 5k walk and making it through the finish line arm and arm with my mom . I was crying and deciding it is time to change. I joined BeachBody. I do my best to work out 5-6 days a week. I drink Shakeology , watch what I eat . I am not perfect , I do slip at times but get back up and try again. My business is slowing growing but I truly know that if I apply myself and take chances and make the right choices I will succeed.
I have lost 18 lbs since my journey has started and alot of inches . I am beginning to love myself and find the person I once was. This was not just because of My BeachBody Sponsor who without her to understand how it feels to be overweight I could not have started this transformation. my sponsor in recovery who has shown be to forgive myself and to work on me. To my husband and kids and family for there love and support. It is amazing to me what life has been in will be.
I can not wait to start my new journey in 2011 and to be able to share with you my success', my failures, and more.
God Bless and Be Safe. Thank you 2010
Cindy
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