Feb 18th 2010

Hi Everyone,

I hope everyone is doing well.  I am sorry I have not been able to write like I said I was.   There has been alot going on.  My father in law has lung cancer  and had his first round of Chemo a couple of weeks ago.  Then he ended up in the hospital with Pneumonia.  He was running 103 fever and if I had not called one of his friends  to check on him I would hate to think what could have happened.   This has been a very trying time for us and things are alot better for my father in law.  

As for me I have lot  24 lbs  17 total body inches.  This is from working out and drinking shakeology.  I am so proud of myself.  However I am in a rut.  Have not exercised in a week of so.  Wondering what is going on with me.  I have surgery again on the 28th of Feb.  But that should not stop me  from exercising . I really need to get focused on get back to it.  At least one last week of exercise to get it in before I can not exercise for 5 weeks.    I can not give up I have come so far.   Beachbody has helped me alot and I could not do it with out there products and the support I have.    Wish I could pin point the rut and move on out of it.  

So  have decided to pray about it and turn it over to God and get back on the horse again and work out.   Even my husband mentioned it to me .  When are  you going to start working out again.  I said today.  Did I no I did not .  I was watching tv with the kids and cleaning.   Being a couch potato   which is not the right thing for me.    My honesty for me is the best I can do , I will get out of this and get back to working out ,  It is the only way of life for me.  

So all of you who want to give up .  Do not do it.   I am not